public apology tail (tale) between the legs

Hello, I am sophically humbled today because I am an idiot and proud of it. I would like people to join this club of one and spread the word to be one. I apologize profusely that I have been pummeling out old excrement that has not been properly polished.

Life gets in the way. The ghosts of yesteryear have been calling for me to cry out. Because it is imperative that I share their message. They know because they are no longer in this impossible physical realm. Well it’s possible to us of course, but the reason we never see the dead, is because the physical is not possible for them. And likewise, we have trouble seeing and hearing and being with them because we are not in their realm. But let me not hurry you toward that endeavor!

The undue apology is still here festering in my heart and in the murky parts of my brain of nobodygivesashitzfudgefuk. And I am A-okay with this.

So there are cobwebs on some stuff while the great stuff needs more coddling, more love and honor. I believe we all do that. Writers, are you here? Can you hear me? Do you read me?

But Dark is coming in droves to our lives and we all need to be prepared. So if this means ME shoveling old shit sometimes and still loving it and feeling it may garner a level of love, that is fair.

But the skeletons are okay and I wish to convey this to everyone. I know that many are all right with the sludge, dead and skeletons and that they are very scary, but sometimes we have gotten a way too early lesson in the dead. It is sucky and gross.

And the freestyle must be controlled or else. Got it?

So I can un-apologize now. And become shining in my new Unapologeticness. Just because of the super entitled fuksandwiches. And not that I am (most commonly) but try keep it real fucks, right?

So here we go. On to the next.

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