The above is an old picture of me and Insane Jane, the ever hot and beautiful Sarah Maesberg. The pic is circa 2002. No, we haven’t changed that much I guess. Perhaps I’m not that skinny. Any freaking way, I wanted to discuss sexual abuse today. Why not? It’s as good a day as any to discuss CHILD SEXUAL ABUSE.
Why? Because I think it needs to be talked about a lot. Definitely a lot more than it is at present in our world our society. The fact that one out of literally three to four girls and boys (and others I suppose, boy/girl, non-binary, etc.) are sexually abused by adults or older children is absolutely abhorrible. I realize that that does not exactly equate to one out of three to four grown ass adults being child rapists, because usually a child sexual abuser/rapist (some fucking difference) will fucking go after more than one kid in their fucking life time, if you know what I mean, driving the number down insofar as number of grown ass fucking adults that enjoy abusing/raping children.
Thus, the victims certainly are one out of three to four children being abused/raped by adults in their childhood (and often times by more than one of these pervy fucked adults!) so henceforth, the number of perps is slightly lower (insofar as fuc’t adults) that perpetrate little kids and teens. So it could be about fucking one out nine/ten adults are fucking child rapists, what the fuck you think? I think I’m right.
Anyhoo-hoo, if we didn’t have so many fucking adult fucking rapists of children in this world, you realize that we simply would not have as much fucking violence and conflict in our world as well, right? Or are you simply blind, stupid and dipshitty? Not to insult the blind! So I take that back, but I basically meant blind-metaphorically.
So I put up me and or Sarah and I’s pic, because I was abused a few times by a few fuckwads as a child, while she was incested by her mother. Seriously, this site doesn’t even fuckin recognize the world incested? Fuck WordPress and the horse you road in on, WordPress, don’t be so fucking prudish. It doesn’t suit you.
I love Sarah, but used to not, cause I was jealous. During the time I knew her in L.A. I thought her more worldly sexualness was going to steal my punk ass boyfriend, kind of welcomed it to be perfectly honest. He was a fucking piece of younger shit.
I even went one day outside her home windows to voueyer in on her to see if she might possibly be banging my “crossroads” of a BF. Yes, look it up dipshit, the translation of the name turns into crossroads, cause I won’t say his ugly asses name. He was a demon of a boyfriend, even though all my so-called friends demonized ME for going out with him because he was 11 years younger than me, like I was getting all this virile sex, fuck you all-you know who you are FUCK YOU.
Anyhow, since I was fucking sexually abused as a kid SEVERAL FUCKING TIMES by pervy mentally fucked adults, I made horrible choices as a younger woman with men and “Crossroads” was one of them. Did you look up the name yet?
So Sarah in all her gorgeous divinity, even though there may have been an attraction there, did not sleep with his raggedy ass. Though I voueyered in through all the windows like my own form of perv…..
Yes, voueyerism, try it some fucking time you fucking prudes. But PLEASE, make sure they are at least eighteen god damn years old please!
So, I had a series of bad relationships in L.A. who cares? A lot of people have or had bad relationships, get the fuck over it right? I’m just trying to make a point that if you have been violated/raped as a child by a pervy mentally ill adult you are like a thousand times more likely to get into bad/unhealthy relationships as an adult, I guarantee it. It sucks. But hopefully ya’ll get over that roadblock. Crossroads, did you look up the name yet? He was a perv. Fuck him for using me. And fuck people who think I merely was with him for the pleasure of a younger man.
Stop insulting older men that really know what they’re doing, lol! You stupid fucks!
So I loved Sarah and still do. She is my muse, my inspiration for so many of my writings, yes it is for more worldly girls, as opposed to how I came into the dating field as a young woman, all scared, (not necessarily prudish) but definitely scared and with my proverbial tail between my legs! Didn’t want to branch off and take chances at all! Would rather stay in the bad relationship to boiling point, than risk getting out there again and “open myself up again” ha ha ha.
I admire Sarah and other worldly girls/women. No slut shaming, these are the women that often rule man. You know that men love sluts. Everybody does. They don’t like prudish girls that wait on the bleachers…..
I mean, yes, there is a drawing point of if they fall in love with one, they’ll want her to stop screwing lots of people, but they will fall in love with a worldly woman, because women that sleep around earn an early and sometimes thorough education of sorts. They learn fast about men. Even though men are considered easy to read. Not all of them are. But Sarah, Sarah. Why didn’t you stay?
I will continue to this rant. There will be many of them, some more scientific than others, some more dirty. So stay the fuck tuned! And Sarah, if you are out there, forgive me!
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